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I’m beginning to think I care more about pop music now than I did as a teenager.
Back then it was about deciding that Bros were unattractive, Chesney Hawkes had a preposterous mole, New Kids on the Block were probably the band which- if I was a fan – would stop the huge amount of bullying I was subject to (ironically it made let me be part of the crowd that was cool enough for just long enough to escape that school), and that I was too old for Take That, first time round.
Now, it’s what they sing that touches me. I love the retrospective irony of Amy Winehouse’s “Rehab”, both ”Violet Hill” and “When I ruled the world” from Coldplay, Bill Bailey’s “Tinselworm” take on the mock profundity of The Killers’ “I got soul but I’m not a Soldier” (how much do you want to sing “I got ham but I’m not a hamster” now?) and the new incarnation of Take That. Just to name a few that have been on the radio this morning.
But Robbie Williams. Don’t you just want to give him a really big hug?
He was on the X Factor last weekend and he looked hollow eyed, hyper from the applause and the love of the audience, still not quite right despite the time out and the rehab. The GQ interview this month (November 2009) shows that he’s found love but that he’s still searching for something that the fame, the money and the UFOs just don’t give him.
There’s been some interesting discussion online of his latest single “Bodies”, with some Christian groups taking offence at his direct references to Jesus (“Jesus really died for me, Jesus really tried for me” ok, the chrous at the end “Jesus didn’t die for you” not so fine, altohugh we’ll come back to whether that’s what he actually says later).
The song itself is a hodgepodge of religious symbolism – the Bhuddist Bhodi tree, the concept of eating life and becoming a god, plus the Jesus references. But these references are so direct, so clear that it’s not a case of searching for meaning in a song where its not supposed to be.
References to religion are not new to Robbie’s music. They are there in earlier stuff but are referencing other things, or ironic, or sometimes its hard to tell- alongside the obvious “Angels” and “Better Man” check out “Feel” which looks like a cry from the soul but is actually Woody Allen : “If you want to make God laugh, tell him about your plans.” But then, perhaps Woody Allen himself quoting something he knew of old? It’s also been pointed out that this is pretty much what Psalms 33:10 says in the bible: מאן טראַוך, גאָט לאַוך.
This translates as Mann traoch, Gott läuch, or Man plans, God laughs (and plays merry hell with the direction of your browser text, but never mind).
Religion’s a tricky one in pop music.
Music has a way of making you respond – that why we’ve always had hymns in the church and why there’s such an explosion of worship music (for non-church goers that’s the happy clappy or slow and repetitive stuff that often does seem to have such stonking tunes to belt out as the older stuff).
The film Sister Act actually shows what close proximity there is between the love expressed in the words of 1960s Motown music and the language we use to talk about our relatonship with God.
But I generally think of pop music as secular and about human relationship with each other more than about our relationship with God.
References to God, Jesus or indeed other faiths that pop up when you’re listening to pop music can jar a bit and leave you wondering about the purpose of the music rather than just being a fab song to dance to etc. I guess The Script’s song “Break even” is a good example for me, with its line “just prayed to a God that I don’t believe in” a key component of the rhyme of its chorus. Or any of Madonna’s stuff post both before and after finding her own faith, Kabbalah.
But then Madonna – whether confusing sexual highs and religious ecstacy in “Like a Prayer” or strapped to a giant mirrored cross on her Confessions tour to sing “Live to Tell” – is no stranger to the power of the publicity that you can get by getting Christian groups angry.
So what is Robbie getting at?
It’s the end of the song in particular that intrigues me. Here it is courtesy of www.wannabepriest.com (yes really):
Praying for the rapture,
‘Cause it’s stranger getting stranger
And everything’s contagious
It’s the modern middle ages
All day every day
And if Jesus really died for me
Then Jesus really tried for me
Jesus didn’t die for you, what do you want?
(I want perfection)
Jesus didn’t die for you, what are you on?
Oh Lord
(Jesus really died for you) Ohh
(Jesus really died for you)
(Jesus really died for you) Ohh
I think there’s three possibilities here.
1) Robbie is confused about what he believes is out there – he thinks it is possible that there’s something in Christianity’s message, but can’t get passed the one, ultimate truth point (if Christianity is the only way to God then what about all the other religions? What happens to their believers?) As he can’t get beyond that, or the attractiveness of there being more truths out there (for example, aliens), he is trying to lump together as many accessible phrases as he can in one song whilst pointing out that the majority are only obsessed with what they look like (something they need to be saved from) and that’s pointless as bodies just end up in the cemetery.
What about the Jesus didn’t die for you? Robbie himself has intimated that he stuffed this in at the end to generate contraversy and headlines, but it doesn’t half sound like this is an insight into a debate round and round in his head. Somewhere else it’s been said that it was a comment towards President Bush and his war policy. Hmm. Nice theory, but I just can’t see it that way in the context of the rest of the song;
2) Robbie is cynical and nihilistic about faith- it’s all just words, and all we ever really wanted was to look good naked. Pointless, all of it, as we’re just bodies that end up in the cemetery. And as for Jesus didn’t die for you, if that didn’t happen then what do you want life to be about and what are you – Christians- on to think so? Or what are you non-Christians on to cope with the fact that there is no meaning?
Seriously, how could you even get out of bed in the morning if this was your outlook?
3) Robbie as found faith in Christian America as a way of getting of the prescription drugs. Realising the UK and worldwide mainstream record markets outside the US don’t go a bundle on evangelical tracks, he’s tucked this into something more mixed to ensure airplay…
I could go on about the reference to the rapture (best tweet I’ve seen on this “atheists to look after Christians pets after the rapture”…) or the constant references to perfection, but I’m not going to. You get my point about the imagery.
Realistically, I think that if Robbie had actually become a Christian he’d be uncompromising. As I tried to explain when commenting on the website tagline that said “Jesus died for someone’s sins but not mine” (which I’m now told is not just a punk slogan as I said – having seen it in “The Rotters Club” – but the first line of Patti Smith’s seminal album “Horses”), no Christian, knowing themself to be a sinner, but forgiven, could really honestly say to someone else that Jesus didn’t die for their sins – to give judgement in that way, to declare the other person to be without hope when we’re not in the position to see as God sees… to me it’s unthinkable.
But nor do I see in Robbie a hardline atheist. He may say that he’s read Dawkins, but so what? So have I and if anything it strengthened my faith because I saw that a strawman, a parody of what I believe, could easily be knocked down. But not the resurrection. And if that’s historical fact, then everyone needs to take a position on it.
So I rather suspect that Robbie’s still muddling on, trying to think it all through while getting on with the trappings of a popstar’s life and the baggage of everyday life.
As are the majority of people in the western world. Well, maybe not the popstar bit (though look at the number of X Factor auditionees and guess how many want to…)
It would be a shame, would it not, if life did turn out to be about bleaching our hair, getting a St Tropez and partying til we puke?
But as I say, don’t you just want to give him a hug and tell him it’ll all be ok?


